I’m on a boat 2000 kilometres away from home. Waves crashing, rain tumbling, lightning that has never been seen before running through the sky with a repeated crash onto the navy blue sea. “This is my destiny,” I yelled just when I caught a glimpse of something. It was a lighthouse. The light was so bright. I squinted and struggled to see towards the direction of land even though I felt in peace. This is the end for me.